Dont Kill me now

I saw the Life Coming to Me...
On the Guilottine Fantasy..
Sharpened By her awesome eyes..
And the wet Lips of ecstacy..

Aah!!they were dripping red...
Too arousing for a kiss..
To Embrace her Tight Now I dread..
The Urge for a majestic Bliss..

Awesome...I have fallen again..
The Blossoms of Beauty has taken my Breath..
I am convicted and this Love is vain..
I have Fallen in Love with my Death...

Dont Kill Me Now..Dont Kill Me Now..
To The Crying soul I Now pledgeth..
I am convicted and this Love is vain..
I have Fallen in Love with my Death...

Dedicated To All the Poets who died Young

Alvida

Likh kar kucch alfaaz shekhar ek shaayar ho gaya
Unn alfazon ka manzar
Un alfaazon ka samajh
Sirf uski seeney mein kho gaya

Chala jo kalam pannon par
Sihayi bhi kab ki sookh chuki
Ab tho har pannon main aks hain
Un ansoo ke..
Jo yaad mein tere Ro gayaa

Aaj seene mein chubha kar Kalam ko..
Ek kalaam who likhta hai..
Samajh lo jahaan woh tere khatir..
Tere jahaan se ab woh gaya

Jaane do ki abb saans bhi uskey tham rahey
Likhte likhte nikal chuka jho bhi uskey Gam rahey..
Ankhey uski bandh ho rahi hain..
Ungliyaan bhi tham rahey..
Alvida Likh kar aaj shekhar So Gaya.

My Village Sinking

In the clandestine of Beautiful clouds..
Black,Voluptous & Just so absorbed..
Wet,laced with armed Blitzgreig..
I sensed Carnage Coming..
I sensed My Village sinking..

No roars of Clashes
No Burst Of Rain..
Accumulation went on feets above..
On my Fertile Green Terrain..

Was it the vendetta of the Nature God..
As atheism was the religion we did follow..
Now engulfed in the Appealing Clouds..
Was he waiting just to swallow..

I feared The Death I feard The Mourn...
I feared the people heart torn..
How will that aura kill me,I said..
When the people will lie dead..

I rushed and collected few peer,
Tried Them to God they Near..
Yet,Allah! It happened Just as I Feared.
To the black room of mine I was steered..

Then that Night Church bell banged Ten,
And I closed my eyes & prayed to heaven,
Save the wrath & Save The Flow..
These friends of Mine just do not now..

Yet It happened..It rained Death That night..
The Lightning turned Black to white..
I Saw The Carnage Coming..
I Saw My Village sinking..

I Sank....

Yaadein--The Memoirs or The Memories..

Yaadein..

ek kash Cigarette jaisi..
Anaek baar labon se gujar jaaye kaafir..
Phir bhi har baar lagti pehli jaisi..
Jal bhi chuki hai Zaalim..
Par labon ko lagi padi hai..
Bas teri yaad ki tarah..
Tum tho chale gaye..
Par woh sagi yahin tray mein padi hai..

Yaadein.....
Ek gilaas saade paani ki tarah..
Har ghoont mein jo jaa rahi beh..
Par har boondh ki thandak waisi hi..
jaise tere sang bitaaye gaye lamhein pedon ke neeche..
Ya woh pal jo humnein baarish mein guzaare yahin..

Yaadein....
Is khanjar ki har ek zakhm ki tarah..
Tapakti lahoo ki kataar jispar..
Uska gehna ban jaati hai..
Seene ko bhi ab cheed chuka hoon main..
Pad teri yaad ki tarah Meri jaan bhi nahi Jaati Hai..

I dont Know For How Long...

Can I hold my Breaths...
From takin in The Poisonous air flowing all along..
I am not an ascetic nor a Monk ...
can I Hold...I cant say For How long...

The deeds of Glory have changed to galore..
The search for Beauty has changed to Taste of Whores...
Forgotten are the Beats of Raaga..but The malicious tune Now Guys sing along..
Will I sing Too..
Can I hold..I cant say for How Long..

The Dedication To Life has Changed to Lust of Greed..
Drugs,Alchohol or Both ---The tastes to Be freed...
But the Charm of hangover or the dusk of fags,
The Joy they say it gives to forget---
Whats Right or wrong..
Will I follow them..
Can I hold on...I cant say for how long...

Plight In Darkness

My Eyes Lit Darker...
When the moon just got ablaze
As it was The No Moon Night..
I walked down the lane..
Hitting few pamphlets in disdain..
As in this glowing darkness,
My Path I just couldnt Find..
And I blamed again myself..
I was Blind..

In the broad daylight across the streets,
I can find my way through chirrups,horns & Beats..
But my classes ends at night..
And then starts my plight..
No taxis,no malls,no kids,no ball,
I cant hear a bark,I cannot smell a park,
I am Lame its Just bloody too Dark..

And thus in pain it crosses my mind..
I was Blind..

Koi Padhta Kyoon nahi

Saawan mein aag,
Dhadkan mein ehsaas,
Mrigtrishna si pyaas,
Apno ke paas,
Apni In kalpnaon mein..
Likh jo gaya un rachnaon mein..
Sirf rehti ek tamanna,
Koi to dekhega ussey...

Ek kavita koi gadhta yoon nahi.
Aur jab woh mehnat kash likh jaata hai un sapnon ko..
Ek ehsaas pahunchaane un Apnon ko,
Un panktiyon ko Koi Padhta Kyoon Nahi..
koi kavita koi gadhta yoon nahi..

Lust Of Death

My Dream
i m waiting with fingers dipped red..
i m waiting with cactus as bed..
i m waiting with daggers pierced in heart..
i m waiting with death to do us apart..

My Fantasy..
entangled in your weeds..
bedazzled with your deeds..
the camouflaged,venomous start..
i m waiting with death to us apart..

My Lover
Come on Suck my breath Away..
ur sinister hugs have choked me now..
With the orgasm through the Lust..
Allow me death with a bow..

My Dream,My Fantasy,My Lover,My Faith..
Allow me nirvana,allow me death.

Need..Necessity...or Want..aspiration

I dont know basically what I need,
A glass of vodka with strips of lime,
Or a burning marlboro to kill my time.
A rattle of a piece,my friends niece,
Or a Castle of sorts in untorned Greece.


Perhaps I want a Nation with Rockstar Pride,
Love in the open & cheapness in Hide.
Smokin my barrel with an everfilled powder,
And just feeling within the Nerval Tide..

I am living still with my face facing sky,
Still I need them I just dont know why.
Perhaps I am a Dreamer from Eric Bana's Fleet.
Or am I just a Rocker shouting on Zepplin's Beat.

If only I know how to convert my want to need,
I will do myself some good indeed,
But I dont solicit suggestions abode,
Its my illusion & proudly I rode.